Modeling Attempt

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Photographer : Phosphorus Erbium

I tried out modeling about a month ago. Here are the shots I liked the most. 🙂

I will be moving to a new neighborhood at the end of the month. I am excited but also nervous. I wish I could just snap my fingers and it would be done. I am stressed out that some kind of obstacle will appear on moving day. I am, however, looking forward to the new chapter in my new space! I can’t wait to paint and decorate.

Sorry I haven’t written more lately. I do have a couple of posts stuck in draft because they aren’t quite done yet.

I am about to update my photography page as well so check it out if you haven’t already 🙂

Take care

xxx

☀️ Fresh Start ☀️

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As those of you who know me and whoever has read this blog know I am trying to make productive changes in my life.

Recently I got a gym membership, a new tattoo, my boyfriend gave me a beautiful ring, and I shaved off my hair! All symbols of self improvement, a new beginning, & love.

I have tried to start fresh many times and have relapsed each time so far. I do expect to have my days where I feel bad and don’t eat as much, it has already happened, but I intend to not let those days keep me down. This time is the first time I am going to the gym. This will make a difference. I was nervous at first but my boyfriend has been going with me and showing me the ropes! It’s actually kinda fun 🙂

I am trying to visualize myself heavier and I keep a bathing suit up on the wall for me to see everyday so that I am reminded of my weight gain goal. It would be a dream come true to be able to be comfortable enough in my body to wear a swimsuit! The last time I was in a swimsuit was when I was 13 years old, I am now 27!

I have gained a couple of pounds in the last couple of weeks. However, in the past few days I worked more and ate less. My mood shifted in the negative as well. It has been very dark and rainy too and my thoughts began to match the weather. Tonight I am doing laundry and waiting for my friend from out of town to arrive. I just ordered a pizza. I will take some Apetamin, a vitamin syrup that helps stimulate an appetite and slows down your metabolism, and eat as much as I can.

We may not always see it but the sun is always shining.

Thank you to everyone for the positive feedback on my posts so far!

Cheers from Canada

❤ 🙂

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 And… a jacket my boyfriends mother gave to me! ❤ 

Garnier Nutrisse Ultra Color – Darkest Blue 310 & Previous Blue Hair Experiences ♥

***Update April 28th, 2018 >> I would not recommend this hair dye as it faded very quickly!***

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So a few posts ago I talked about being a blonde and staying one.. then this ended up happening last week. I bleached my roots no problem but when it came to the toning part, it didn’t turn out. My roots were still yellow and the rest of the strand was toned. So a mix of yellow/white/gray/violet. I saw that and decided just to go dark. Decided it would be the easiest and most low maintenance choice for the time being.

I do like to dye my hair different colors but that is as far as I am willing to go. I don’t like spending much time on it beyond that. Trying to be a cool toned blonde just wasn’t working out for me, it was costing a lot of time and money. Had to use specific a shampoo and conditioner as well which also costed more. I’m sure i’ll try to be a light blonde again someday but not anytime soon. I am naturally an ash blonde which is a cool toned blonde but it’s the bleach that makes my hair turn yellow and that is what I didn’t like and tried to get out. It’s a lot of work. Next time I do this I will be going to a professional. I am loving this color though. Blue is the color I have dyed my hair the most. Here are some older pictures from previous blue experiences:

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This picture is a decade old… Grade 12.

Having my hair a dark blue reminds me of wonder woman…

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I absolutely love the combination of the primary colors!

…So yes, this is my new hair as well as a dump of old photos, more than I expected but oh well! I see I have new followers, I say hello to you. To let you know my blog will probably mainly consist of self help and discovery as well as pictures I take which is usually nature, home, architecture, my cat and of myself. I would like to start talking about politics too but that is not for certain… Thank you for taking the time to read my posts! Cheers from Canada

xxx

Collection of selfies from 2017

Just collected all my favorite selfies from last year. Kind of a lot but oh well. I had gained 10 pounds earlier in the year and it boosted my self-esteem and I dressed up a bit more. Unfortunately I have lost the weight I gained and a little bit more. Posting these for self-love, appreciation and motivation purposes. Enjoy xox

 

 

 

This is my 5th blog post in one night. Time for bed now. I am super stoked and optimistic about the future and the new changes I will be slowly making and tonight I was definitely stoked on having a brand new blog. Let’s see if I keep this up!