♥ Outfit Of The Day [2] ♥

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This is the outfit I wore to the market a few weeks ago to shop for flowers. I don’t wear heels often but my boyfriends mother gave me these and I decided to be brave and take them out! I like that they are quiet 😉

I absolutely love this vintage top! I love the sleeves ❤

Modeling Attempt

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Photographer : Phosphorus Erbium

I tried out modeling about a month ago. Here are the shots I liked the most. 🙂

I will be moving to a new neighborhood at the end of the month. I am excited but also nervous. I wish I could just snap my fingers and it would be done. I am stressed out that some kind of obstacle will appear on moving day. I am, however, looking forward to the new chapter in my new space! I can’t wait to paint and decorate.

Sorry I haven’t written more lately. I do have a couple of posts stuck in draft because they aren’t quite done yet.

I am about to update my photography page as well so check it out if you haven’t already 🙂

Take care

xxx

☀️ Fresh Start ☀️

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As those of you who know me and whoever has read this blog know I am trying to make productive changes in my life.

Recently I got a gym membership, a new tattoo, my boyfriend gave me a beautiful ring, and I shaved off my hair! All symbols of self improvement, a new beginning, & love.

I have tried to start fresh many times and have relapsed each time so far. I do expect to have my days where I feel bad and don’t eat as much, it has already happened, but I intend to not let those days keep me down. This time is the first time I am going to the gym. This will make a difference. I was nervous at first but my boyfriend has been going with me and showing me the ropes! It’s actually kinda fun 🙂

I am trying to visualize myself heavier and I keep a bathing suit up on the wall for me to see everyday so that I am reminded of my weight gain goal. It would be a dream come true to be able to be comfortable enough in my body to wear a swimsuit! The last time I was in a swimsuit was when I was 13 years old, I am now 27!

I have gained a couple of pounds in the last couple of weeks. However, in the past few days I worked more and ate less. My mood shifted in the negative as well. It has been very dark and rainy too and my thoughts began to match the weather. Tonight I am doing laundry and waiting for my friend from out of town to arrive. I just ordered a pizza. I will take some Apetamin, a vitamin syrup that helps stimulate an appetite and slows down your metabolism, and eat as much as I can.

We may not always see it but the sun is always shining.

Thank you to everyone for the positive feedback on my posts so far!

Cheers from Canada

❤ 🙂

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 And… a jacket my boyfriends mother gave to me! ❤ 

●○ Faux Fur Coat Collection ○●

So today I went to one of my favorite second hand clothing stores to look for something nice to wear to a burlesque show my friend and I are going to this weekend… I did find some pretty tops and… a faux fur coat! Only $15 too. It was just there standing out, calling to me. This now my 5th faux fur and I decided to make a post about it and share my collection. I absolutely love them! It is now too warm to wear it but I will be rocking it this winter! It has pom poms too! 😀

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So this one is the newest addition! Yes I am aware of the little scuff mark on one of the knees of these pants. These are the only black pants I have at the moment and I do wear them for work too (I am a maid). That will be my next thrift hunt; pants.
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Egor’s mama gave me this one! ❤ I wore this for about a week or two for the last bit of cold weather we had. I received a lot of compliments on it. 
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This is a picture of the same jacket taken earlier in the day (different lighting) a week or so ago. 
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This was purchased earlier in the Winter. I was so happy to finally have a faux fur leopard coat. I had wanted one for so long! Love it ❤
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I didn’t wear this one at all this winter but it’s nice for when I want more of my body covered.
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My first one, I like that it fits snug at the waist. It’s great for showing off my booty. 😉

So there is my collection. I am aware that I should created a cleaner/less distracting background for outfit photos. I will try to figure something out for future posts.

Thanks so much to everyone who has read my blog so far!

I will write a fuller blog post soon

xxx